Battle
Jayan K Cherian
Virility
is the loneliest
and wildest
fierceness
in the map
of emotions
or wars.
After each rape
my virility
stands erect
against
the spirituality
of procreation....
When each mating
becomes a battle....
The well, filled with the tears
of a girl who cried away
her lust-less adolescence,
for me
to drown myself.
When I rise
after water-sports
I pluck out the virility
that has split itself and bloomed
into Creation
Preservation
and Dissolution
and make a trident out of it....
Sitting in the lotus pose
on a moist woman-skin
I begin my tapas*
sprouting Sitas**
in a plough-furrow of granny’s yarn
and propagating
tales of their chastity
untouched by fire.
I begin the tapas
to become the Lord of the Union
of mating and battles....
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*Tapas is the penance sages perform to attain enlightenment.
*.Allusion to the Ramayana story.
Copyright © 1999 Jayan K.Cherian